Read it all through. You seem to wear your heart on your sleeve and be very open with your history, problems/struggles and how your characters are inspired by aspects of yourself, while also wanting to be critical of yourself and be open to grow. Those are good things. Be able to look back, and be open for learning and taking a look at oneself.
Stuff like that seems like sensitive information, so do be very careful on the internet with stuff like this. You never know who may be on the other side of the screen and what intent they may have.
Fem's spike skin seems like a cool way of protecting oneself within that world, quite violent too. Let's hope that worse things can be prevented outright. For Fem, you yourself in this world, and others.
You seem quite young and still trying to figure certain things out on some fronts. And where it concerns intimacy, sensuality and sexuality there's a whole lot that can have an impact, be they what it said and done around you or said straight to you.
Don't want to be a doomthinker either. Be sure to use common sense, but have fun too. J
udging by the fact you're already on NG for a little bit, you seem to know your way around fairly well.
From a stranger on the internet: wish you good luck on your journeys with healthy growth, strength, wisdom and luck where needed, and hope you can share and receive good things alike.
And my apologies if this overbearing comment is weird or annoying.
'Ave a good one. *backflips out the window into the night sky*